Does Life make Sense?

I've been thinking a lot lately, and maybe it is because I am p*ss-*ss drunk atm, but I've come to the conclusion that life in its entirety does not make sense at all.
Think about it, for example the german that worked in the Gas-Chambers in one of the Nazi Annihilation-Camps, of course we all know he existed, he must have, but do we remember him? Do we know how he felt, did he enjoy it, did he feel remorse?
Do we know his name?
I think not.
No matter what we do, how gruesome it is, how wonderful it is, how necessary it is or how senseless it is, in less than 100 Years, everyone on earth will have forgotten us, our existance, everything, we will merely be a Name on a document in some dusty archive, on a forgotten computer.
There is no need to feel shame, to find work or to feel depressed because you can't find love.
Nothing matters.
We think we are the peak of creation (see Bible, Genesis), but we are not.
We are merely the blink of an eye in the life of the universe.

So does that mean that we can do what we want to do?
Because no matter what we do, no one will learn from it.
Think about it, the Second World War happened, never before have we killed so many of our own kind in such a short time, and one should think that Humanity would finally learn to do better, but no.
We still kill ourselves.
So what does it mean?
Is the sense of life to find a mating partner and reproduce as hard as we can?
What should we do?
Is some higher being watching us?
Propably not.
We like to think so.
We like to hope that sometime, somewhen everything will come to an end and we will go into paradise.
But that will not happen.

In my honest opinion, we are just a tiny fraction of the Universe. And we are very lucky to live in this time.
And the best thing we can do is to enjoy every day of peace we have left.
Because if we have learnt one thing from the past, then it is this:
War will come.
Humanity is the only being that does not learn from its mistakes.
War will come.
So live every day of your life like it was your last one.
Don't be afraid.

Peace.

Any good Tactic Shooters around nowadays? Any?

Back in the days, I was a vivid player of Operation Flashpoint: Cold War Crisis, and always loved the realistic approach towards ego-shooter gaming. Anyways, time has passed, and some time ago I found out about a sequel to the original OFP, which is called 'Dragon Rising'. Being the fool I am, I got lured into the marketing trap and bought it. Convinced of buying a 'realistic' Ego-Shooter worthy of its predecessor, these were the most needlessly spent 60€ I ever wasted.
The game sucks. Hard.
Apart from being able to shoot one of your Squaddies in the face just to make him say: "Stop! Friendly Fire!", the entire f*cking concept just f*cking blows! The mission objectives are callow (instead of friendly tanks waiting for you to eliminate the tank-destroyer threat, they mindlessly drive in and get killed -> mission failed -.-''), and the concept of the US Marine Corps taking on the entire f*cking chinese Army and come out victorious is ridiculous.
You are practically invincible while you run through enemy fire mowing down chinese cannonfodder, in the entire campaign of about 10 glorious missions you don't get to drive a single vehicle, apart from 5 minutes in a Helicopter and some Jeeps.
Multiplayer is horrendous, lags are killing off every single feeling of joy, dedicated servers are non-existant.
Some of you may now think 'Well, maybe some dedicated modder with a lot of free time can solve some of those Problems?'
Well, no. Modding does not exist. Codemasters denied the release of any modding tools.
And I sit here and ask myself: How can something like this happen?
Apart from ruining the awesome reputation that the Operation Flashpoint franchise had before, the developers sat infront of a practically under-nourished tactic-fps market and decided to make yet another CoD-clone with integrated tactical-bullsh*t-feature?
CM screwed up big time... actually I'm still pissed off at myself for being stupid enough to buy this 'game'...

Also, the graphics suck.


So, are there any tactic-fps around that are worth their money?

Happy 4/20 Everyone!

My Head is full of wack.
Have a nice day.

Cheers.

What if

what if one day you woke up and your nipples were completely gone
like no scars or anything, just flat skin
and then once you leave your room you find out your dad died last night
and then several days later, you find out that for your entire life your dad had been sneaking into your room while you slept
and sucking on your chest to make two gigantic hickeys where your nipples should be
because you were born without them
not for any sexual reason, just so you would fit in

god bless you dad

Minecraft - Corrupted Savegame?

As some of you might have noticed, I'm an avid minecrafter and been busy for months with creating my ow little world. But, once again, fate decided to shovel sh*t in my face!
Whenever I try to load up my save, the game freezes and gives me this notification:

Minecraft has crashed!
----------------------

Minecraft has stopped running because it encountered a problem.

If you wish to report this, please copy this entire text and email it to support@mojang.com.
Please include a description of what you did when the error occured.



--- BEGIN ERROR REPORT a1dce528 --------
Generated 17.04.11 21:22

Minecraft: Minecraft Alpha v1.2.3_01
OS: Windows Vista (x86) version 6.0
Java: 1.6.0_24, Sun Microsystems Inc.
VM: Java HotSpot(TM) Client VM (mixed mode), Sun Microsystems Inc.
LWJGL: 2.4.2
OpenGL: ATI Radeon HD 2600 XT version 2.0.6747 Release, ATI Technologies Inc.

java.lang.NullPointerException
at bv.a(SourceFile:157)
at f.a(SourceFile:978)
at ka.c(SourceFile:372)
at ka.b(SourceFile:312)
at net.minecraft.client.Minecraft.run(SourceFile:626)
at java.lang.Thread.run(Unknown Source)
--- END ERROR REPORT 82f38764 ----------

Googled it, tried a lot of stuff, reinstalled, but the savegame still is corrupted.
Long story short, it doesn't work, and it really bugs me because I literally spent hundreds of hours with this game.
This is my last resort, if any of you guys could actually come up with a solution it would be more than awesome!


Also, check out MorphThing.com
its perfect if you want to waste some time.

Intermission

Sorry for the lack of content, but I'm really out of time atm.
Here's some really awesome Songs for you guys as a Compensation:






Hope that's enough to keep you interested, check it out, theres some really neat stuff in there.

PS: My Dad's alright again. Thank God.

Going Hunting

I about two years, I'll be going into the wilderness (ha, I love how that sounds) to hunt and shoot a few deer. Now, I meet a lot of people who really have a problem with this, and I just don't get it. Where I come from, there are literally no wolves left, so the deer don't have any natural enemies left, despite us. So it's actually good for the forest if people went out and shot those animals.
And it's not even like I wouldn't respect the Animals I will shoot.
So what exactly is the problem people have with this?


Also, does anyone know if it's legally possible to go hunting with Bow & Arrow?

Shit

You know these weekends, that are like totally awesome and full of fun and partying, the ones that make life worth living, just to make you come home on sunday evening where your mother calls and tells you that your dad is in the hospital because of "something"?

Whereas "something" is somewhere between Heart Attack, Stroke and / or Brain Tumor.
Yeah something like this just happened to me.
F*ck.

Cubase LE 4 drives me crazy

Lately, I wanted to record some music with my computer. About a year ago, I bought the Digitech RP350 Modeling Guitar Processor, which had a free copy of Cubase LE 4 in it. I installed the program, registered it and everything worked fine, it even said my copy was "permanently activated". But, I wasn't able to record any music with it, so I just forgot about the whole thing.
Then, yesterday, I finally wanted to figure out what the heck was wrong with it. And now there's a new Problem with it: as soon as I want to start it, a pop-up says "Syncrosoft Protected Object Server stopped working", and then it says "Cubase LE 4 stopped working", and then it just closes itself. This happens out of nowhere, I haven't even opened the program in about half a year.
I googled the sh*t out of this, did everything anyone said, the official Steinberg response hasn't done anything at all, I reinstalled, cleaned registry, whatever the f*ck i could make up.
And it still doesn't work.

The ironic thing about this is that all the pirate copys I have work perfectly fine, and the ONE program I actually bought breaks down first.
And the only thought I have left now is for god's sake f*ck this shit

Funny Stuff

This is really funny, and I recommend it to anyone who ever played the original Pokemon. It's a commentary of a Vietnamese bootleg translation of the game "Pokémon Crystal".

I can't stop laughing!

Awesome Day in the Sun

Spent an awesome Day in the Sun, and wanted to ask if someone with Photoshop skills can enhance this Picture I made so the lighting looks less awkward? Would be frickin' awesome.
Stay tuned for more :D

Ai Weiwei - another victim of China's crimes against humanity

In western states, we enjoy something that seems almost banal to us - and thats Human rights. We can demonstrate against our own government without having to fear reprisals, we have the right to go to school, we have the right to go vote, we have the right to be judged fairly and without prejudice - or, in short, we have the right to live. Of course, not every state has the luxury to supply all its inhabitants with equal rights, but I want to talk about one state in special: China. With its 1,336,718,015 residents, it has more residents than any other state of the world. The allegedly communist state has long since been turning into a more and more capitalist system, explaing its massive economic Achievements in its last few Years. But, the chinese government is known for its totalist regime, suppressing their own People for almost a century. There have been many debates about human rights, but China doesn't allow anyone to talk about this topic. Censorship seems to be the biggest Weapon of the chinese Government. And anyone who doesn't obey, is put into prison.
Just like this man:

Ai Weiwei, a chinese Artist who is internationally known for his dissident artwork, has been arressted on Sunday in Peking, because he made artworks about the violation of human rights in his home, inhumane working conditions and the ecologic ignorance from the government.
For the denounciation of his Government he now has to serve his time in Prison, getting beat up by the Police and suffering horrible living conditions.

China has to change.

I made a Painting!

 Decided to go all Bob-Ross-Style today and tried to make a Painting. Looks decent IMO.

Any Opinions?


Also, the old Poll is Finished, here are the results:

What do you think of Nuclear Energy?

We should keep it!	5 (31%)
We should start using renewable Energy!	6 (37%)
I want renewable Energy immediately!	2 (12%)
I think there's more important questions!	3 (18%)

UN-Soldiers get killed in North Afghanistan because an American burns the Qur'an

An angry mob of Afghans killed seven UN-Soldiers, because the radical american Priest Terry Jones burned the Qur'an, the holy text of Islam. Reports claim that hundreds, maybe even thousand angry protesters attacked the UN-Building in Masar-i-Scharif, killing 7 Soldiers, some of them being lynched and beheaded, and set the building on fire. About 5 of the protesters were killed in the Process. Meanwhile, Terry Jones asks why he should take the blame.

Terry Jones on his "Burn a Koran Day"

So, whose fault is it? Should Mr. Jones have shut his mouth, before knowingly provocing an entire religion and basicly inciting people to hate Muslims?
Or is it the fault of radical Islamists in Afghanistan, who are just wating for a reason to kill more "Infidels" and will use anything like Mr. Jones campaign as propaganda to spur the Afghan people for their Purposes?

April Fools! April Fools! April Fools!

F*CK YOU

I CAN'T F*CKIN HEAR IT ANYMORE!


Working in a after-school care club is going to drive me crazy, especially on days like this.
"Look there!!" "What?" "APRIL FOOLS!!"
"Ouch! He kicked me!" "What happened?" "APRIL FOOLS!!"
"APRIL FOOLS!!" "Huh? You did'nt even say anything!" "APRIL FOOLS!!"
 seven hours straight


Just shut the hell up, for god's sake.
Those brats drive me nuts.
Who the hell started this sh*t anyway?