Undeserved mistrust?

Today my girlfriend forgot her cellphone at my place, and ever since I found it I feel tempted to forage for something suspicious in it. Although we spent a load of time together and she would practically never be able to meet another guy and do something with him, I still wanted to skim through her messages and look through her facebook.

Well, I did not look through her messages and neither did I check her facebook. But why was I so tempted to do so? Am I really so distrustful?

Or is there any other reason for me to want to do something like this? Because I know, whether I find something suspicious or just some old messages from an ex-friend or if I don't even find anything, in none of these situations will I feel better than before.

So what does this mean? There's not a single reason for me to be afraid of her cheating on me, so why do I feel the need to check twice? Better be safe than sorry?
And I know that when I find something which is extremely unlikely I will feel justified for looking through her Phone, but if I look through it and don't find anything I will feel bad for being suspicious.

Help me, whats wrong with me??!



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